whatever

so the us authorities just detained 1,200 illegal immigrant workers...out of 11.2 million...that's barely 0.011 percent. ridiculous. they say it's a threat and sign that they're serious about the issue of illegal immigration. c'mon, you've got to be kidding me. detaining thousands of people just presents itself as a logistical quagmire and really only serves limited short-term relief with long-term hopes of decreasing illegal immigration...through the use of fear and threat. WOW.

fear and threats seem to work great huh? like with iran...fuck, threatening the development of nuclear arms with nuclear weapons or any sort of violent/military action is just stupid. it's one of the biggest hypocrisies in the world today that seems to just go without much criticism. hell, even china's got it right simply by using the word "peaceful" for once. that's one thing bush and his comrades down in d.c. have yet and likely never will piece together.

i swear, if anything close to another misguided or misdirected military strike or operation comes up, i WILL kill him with my bare hands, lest one more too many innocent civilian or child be killed or traumatized.

screw it?

so it's been a while since i've posted. it's pretty amazing how much things can change in just a week or two weeks or a month, or even overnight. it's getting to about that time of year where there's only about a month of school left, yet the work and responsibilities just keep building and building. sometimes i wonder what it's all for? what difference would it make if i just gave it all up?

sometimes i feel like just giving up, and often i do give up simply because of my doubts. once you give up, if even just a little bit, you're screwed. cause then, you've already somewhat subconsciously deteremined how the future is going to turn out and how you're going to be affected by it.