screw it?

so it's been a while since i've posted. it's pretty amazing how much things can change in just a week or two weeks or a month, or even overnight. it's getting to about that time of year where there's only about a month of school left, yet the work and responsibilities just keep building and building. sometimes i wonder what it's all for? what difference would it make if i just gave it all up?

sometimes i feel like just giving up, and often i do give up simply because of my doubts. once you give up, if even just a little bit, you're screwed. cause then, you've already somewhat subconsciously deteremined how the future is going to turn out and how you're going to be affected by it.