yooooooo

yooooooo, its pretty late. well, its a decent hour if youre in california, which is where i will be within 24 hours. uh, yeah, see theres lots of stuff i'd like to talk and write about, i just can't remember any of it now. this post serves mainly to keep my blogging steadfast at a minimum of a weekly rate. that last sentence was grammatically weak.

just be happy

it seems that many people just aren't sensitive enough of what other people are thinking and how other people are feeling. call it self-centeredness, selfishness, impatience, whatever, sometimes its as simple as objectifying subjectivity. i know, but i just can't remember.

life

sometimes theres just too much time. sometimes theres just too little time. but it doesnt matter, because time is time. it never stops. and sometimes you just gotta trust in the future and go where time goes. just dont go back.

just don't give a shit

maybe everything would be better if people just stopped giving so much of a shit about everything. then we might realize that there really isn't all that much to give a shit about. at which point we would realize all the shit to give a fuck about.

do you think you're better off alone?

its two in the morning and i'm still up listening to some old school techno that i like to call "early 90s dance music." its the stuff we listened to while roller skating in places like ron-a-roll and tried to breakdance or dance cooly to during high school dances. if only i could get through this. i'm gonna get through this. i gotta take my mind off of you. sometimes when i type and listen to music at the same time, i will break out into a "freestyle" typing frenzy of the song's lyrics amidst whatever it is that i happen to be typing about. give me just a second and i'll be alright. and by one second, i mean a lifetime. ecstacy is awesome.

before i went to sleep last night at around 4:30 a.m., i came up with a quote. right before i lied down in bed, i considered writing it down but thought, dude, there is no way you will forget this - it makes a lot of sense and is quite true. twenty hours later i was sitting in the library and remembered my quote but forgot what all the words were. it took me a few minutes to recover it from my weary mind, but then i got it.

"there's no point in thinking about the possibility of everything if you're never going to believe in the possibility of anything."

lol, i feel like a tool now, like i'm a teenage girl posting a girly quote like "life isn't about love, its about having friends you love to have fun with!" on my aim profile, or better yet, an even more awesome e-communication device like livejournal!

but i'm not a tool. i'm cool. and i'm currently at school, wearing a sweater that is eight percent wool. LOL. ttyl

another day

man oh man, walking in memphis never gets old. that shit is dope yo. just what i needed tonight. and by tonight, i mean 3:30 in the morning of the day following "tonight."