do you think you're better off alone?

its two in the morning and i'm still up listening to some old school techno that i like to call "early 90s dance music." its the stuff we listened to while roller skating in places like ron-a-roll and tried to breakdance or dance cooly to during high school dances. if only i could get through this. i'm gonna get through this. i gotta take my mind off of you. sometimes when i type and listen to music at the same time, i will break out into a "freestyle" typing frenzy of the song's lyrics amidst whatever it is that i happen to be typing about. give me just a second and i'll be alright. and by one second, i mean a lifetime. ecstacy is awesome.

before i went to sleep last night at around 4:30 a.m., i came up with a quote. right before i lied down in bed, i considered writing it down but thought, dude, there is no way you will forget this - it makes a lot of sense and is quite true. twenty hours later i was sitting in the library and remembered my quote but forgot what all the words were. it took me a few minutes to recover it from my weary mind, but then i got it.

"there's no point in thinking about the possibility of everything if you're never going to believe in the possibility of anything."

lol, i feel like a tool now, like i'm a teenage girl posting a girly quote like "life isn't about love, its about having friends you love to have fun with!" on my aim profile, or better yet, an even more awesome e-communication device like livejournal!

but i'm not a tool. i'm cool. and i'm currently at school, wearing a sweater that is eight percent wool. LOL. ttyl