maybe

i don't know what it is - i don't know what anything is. no one does. it's so hard to keep remembering that everything happens one at a time and the only way to really stay sane is to take one step at a time, which is infinitely hard because there are infinite steps in life. what would life be like if people truly didn't care about what other people thought of them? would it still be life? ok, i'm random as horse's shit, but you should know that by now, and if you didn't know that, now you do, or maybe you still don't because you're slow or maybe just too fast.

maybe i don't need to completely let go of everything and take "time off" from the world...maybe i just need to do stuff. yes, stuff. ok that last sentence didn't come out right or smooth - sounding at all, which is highly uncharacteristic of myself - another one of those if you didn't know now you know that i'm am very clear in my communications and am smooth as a smoothie